Beninfo class

So I went to my first class for gaastric sleeve surgery on June 8th this was the class that gives all the info on the procedure.  I was very excited to go to this class. It was very informative.  It describes all diffrent surgeries, gastric bypass, gastric sleeve and Lap Band. I know for sure that I want to have the gastric sleeve surgery.  I really want this to work.  I know it is not a miracle, I know I have to change me in so many ways. I now have to participate in a 12 week class that will go in to many details and changes that I have to make to proceed with this surgery.  My first class was June 20th, after this class I became scared and thinking what am I thinking. You can't have soda EVER again after surgery!! I love soda. No alcohol, I can live without that.  If you want to be successful you have to follow these rules. You cant swallow pills, after surgery, no use of straws, you have to chew 30 times, who chews 30 times, you can't have a beverage while you are eating.  I am SCARED, I don't know if I can be successful with this I am not a very disciplined person.  I have never been. I am hoping that these 12 classes will help me to become more disciplined. I want to be healthy, I want to feel good about me.  I am going to keep this blog to blog how I feel after each class and throughout my journey.  I am going to try to be tough for this, I really want it.